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Some thoughts about Parshat Shelach Lecha

“And there we saw the giants… and we were like grasshoppers in our own eyes, and so we were in their eyes.” (Numbers 13:33)

The episode of the spies is often understood as a failure of faith in G-d. The spies witnessed the strength of the inhabitants of the Land, the fortifications of their cities, and the seemingly insurmountable obstacles before them. Concluding that conquest was impossible, they discouraged the nation and brought about one of the greatest tragedies in Israel’s history. Yet a closer reading of the text reveals something remarkable. The spies do not simply say that the giants were powerful. They begin with themselves: “We were like grasshoppers in our own eyes.”

This statement exposes the true root of their failure. The problem was not the size of the giants. The problem was the size of their self-perception.

Caleb saw the same land, the same cities, and the same giants. Yet his response was completely different: “We shall surely go up and possess it, for we are certainly able to overcome it” (Numbers 13:30). What is striking about Caleb’s declaration is its confidence. He does not speak tentatively. He does not dwell on the obstacles. He simply declares that the mission can be accomplished.

This confidence was not arrogance. Caleb was not claiming that Israel could succeed through its own power alone. Rather, he understood something that the spies had forgotten. Faith in G-d and faith in oneself are not opposites. If G-d has given a person a mission, then He has also given that person the capacity to fulfill it.

Rabbi Nachman of Breslov taught that a person must possess two forms of faith: faith in G-d and faith in oneself. At first glance, the second may sound unusual. Yet it follows naturally from the first. If one believes that G-d creates every human being with purpose, guides their life, and places responsibilities before them, then one must also believe that G-d has endowed them with the abilities necessary to carry out those responsibilities. Otherwise, a contradiction emerges. A person says, “I trust G-d,” while simultaneously saying, “I cannot do what G-d has called me to do.”

The spies did not deny G-d’s existence. They did not deny the miracles of the Exodus or the revelation at Sinai. Their failure was subtler. They believed in G-d, but they no longer believed in the people whom G-d had chosen for this task. They had lost faith in themselves.

This lesson is deeply relevant for Noahides. Many sincere Noahides spend years learning, studying, and growing in their relationship with G-d. Yet they sometimes struggle with feelings of inadequacy. They compare themselves to scholars, rabbis, or more experienced students and begin to think: “Who am I to make a difference? Who am I to teach, to lead, to build, or to serve G-d in a meaningful way?” Such thoughts may sound humble, but they can become a modern form of the grasshopper mentality.

The Torah does not ask every person to become Moses. It does not ask every nation to become Israel. G-d has given different missions to different people. The question is not whether your calling is identical to someone else’s. The question is whether you are willing to embrace the calling that has been given to you.

The spies measured themselves against the giants and became small. Caleb measured the giants against the G-d who had brought them there. The difference was not information; it was perspective. One side saw obstacles and concluded defeat. The other saw a mission and concluded possibility.

The lesson of Shelach is not that we should pretend difficulties do not exist. Giants are real. Challenges are real. Limitations are real. But faith requires us to see ourselves accurately. True humility is not seeing ourselves as smaller than we are. It is seeing ourselves as G-d sees us: imperfect, finite, dependent upon Him—and nevertheless capable of fulfilling the purpose for which we were created.

The grasshopper problem begins when a person defines himself by the size of the obstacle before him. Faith begins when a person defines himself by the G-d who gave him the mission.

Now, reflect on the following questions:

  1. Why do you think the spies described themselves as grasshoppers before describing how the giants saw them?
  2. What is the difference between humility and low self-esteem?
  3. How can a lack of confidence in oneself sometimes reflect a lack of confidence in G-d’s judgment?
  4. Are there areas of your life where you have adopted a “grasshopper mentality” despite having the abilities needed to move forward?
  5. What mission, responsibility, or opportunity has G-d placed before you that you may already be capable of fulfilling?
  6. How can faith in G-d strengthen faith in yourself without turning into arrogance?
  7. What would change in your life if you viewed yourself not through the lens of your fears, but through the lens of your G-d-given potential?

Shabbat Shalom

By Rabbi Tani Burton

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